Hope for better tomorrow

For me,every day is just same like the past one,there come harder days but i come out with a smile.There come in life that period,year a week when all days are just grey,almost.

For a long time now i live my life in a wrong way,trust to a wrong people,listen too many sad songs.I looked around myself and i discover that my World is falling apart and who should i blame for leting that happen but myself,no one push me into anything.I come to a conclusion that i must change this way of living or i will lose everything that i have but what is most important is myself,am gonna lose myself.
I don’t like those hard days fulled with pain,tears,disapointment,bad mood and where every little thing walk on your nervs,no i don’t because i’m not like that,i never was but i became that kind of person thanks to the wrong side effects in my Life.
Lately i find out who can i trust,on who can i lean on,from all of that people,my fake friends,relatives,family i made that selection and i find just one person,my mother,my lovely mother.
I don’t blame that people because no one is obligated to hold my hand and show me directions but all i expect ,at least, was advice ,good or bad but just someone to tell me anything.
I feel that i change myself a lot i guess pain does that to people.
I feel that i’m stronger a bigger fighter and that’s how i will remain but this time i will be wiser,i will depend on myself because i know to whom i can trust.
Life it’s just too short for me to let myself down,i want to live,to love,to make promises and to keep them,to travel,smile and million of great things.
I had goals in my life but i lost them on that stupid road that i create,now when i find myself again i will accomplish them,with strong will and my faith in dear God.
I believe in dear God, and i’m smart enough to know that everything happens for a reason.
I’ve got a life leason and i have learn things !!