Hope for better tomorrow

For me,every day is just same like the past one,there come harder days but i come out with a smile.There come in life that period,year a week when all days are just grey,almost.

For a long time now i live my life in a wrong way,trust to a wrong people,listen too many sad songs.I looked around myself and i discover that my World is falling apart and who should i blame for leting that happen but myself,no one push me into anything.I come to a conclusion that i must change this way of living or i will lose everything that i have but what is most important is myself,am gonna lose myself.
I don’t like those hard days fulled with pain,tears,disapointment,bad mood and where every little thing walk on your nervs,no i don’t because i’m not like that,i never was but i became that kind of person thanks to the wrong side effects in my Life.
Lately i find out who can i trust,on who can i lean on,from all of that people,my fake friends,relatives,family i made that selection and i find just one person,my mother,my lovely mother.
I don’t blame that people because no one is obligated to hold my hand and show me directions but all i expect ,at least, was advice ,good or bad but just someone to tell me anything.
I feel that i change myself a lot i guess pain does that to people.
I feel that i’m stronger a bigger fighter and that’s how i will remain but this time i will be wiser,i will depend on myself because i know to whom i can trust.
Life it’s just too short for me to let myself down,i want to live,to love,to make promises and to keep them,to travel,smile and million of great things.
I had goals in my life but i lost them on that stupid road that i create,now when i find myself again i will accomplish them,with strong will and my faith in dear God.
I believe in dear God, and i’m smart enough to know that everything happens for a reason.
I’ve got a life leason and i have learn things !!



About vanmusiq

In love with music.
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2 Responses to Hope for better tomorrow

  1. cliffhouston says:

    In the words of James Allen, “Humanity is the maker of happiness and misery. These things are not externally imposed; they are internal conditions. Their cause is neither deity, not devil, nor circumstance, but Thought.” Keep dreaming of all the ways you intend to become stronger and put your mind to changing for the better, and you will fly! C

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